Nostalgia... Deja vu... Sensations of something just outside of our minds, not quite there, floating on the edge, dancing alongside us.
I found this board a few years ago, and I keep coming back, in happy moments, and in dark, contemplative moments. The people here seem to share these same feelings, or at least something similar... they, you, whichever pronoun you want... give the feeling of kindred spirits.
It doesn't matter that we have most likely experienced almost nothing in common, and know nothing of each other: That's the spirit of it all, isn't it? That we have an identification, a familiarity, a remembrance, of things we can't possibly have those for?
It makes the world feel so transparent. You can feel that... something... dancing alongside you, skipping along playfully, just touching your reality for brief moments, and after that short burst of senses, that contact... you are left with a feeling of loss.
That you are missing something.
I no longer care that it could be a misfiring of neurons. A chemical error, a clerical error.
I, and I'm sure some of you, as well... Want to know what is missing.
I can't deny it. I can't write it off, throw it away, ignore it. It will always be there. Dancing.